I don't wanna bother about it, but it's bothering me.
How?
How.
The have been playing through my mind all the time. Even if I'm confessing to him, I still will cry a river after that. I don't know how he would react. Accept & let it go or won't accept it & make things happen.
One of his friends saw me walking at level three after band. He was standing outside the Library and he shouted my name at first, well of course I turned & he kept quiet. I was rushing to be back home on time to breakfast so, I ignored. " Amirah, Arif maner? ", he asked. I didn't respond to that. He kept on repeating the same sentence. Bumped into Faiz & chatted awhile (:
I heard him saying " jangan kacau dier lah ", and I felt so awwww for just awhile. I don't know what was that for but haha, never mind people.
I've been wanting to text him about something, but I don't know if I should. Ah, dilemma. whatever. So Arif, if ever you're reading this even if it's months later, text me & ask me about this. Please & thank you. Haiz.
Enough of this.
So kental. I mean, myself. haha (:
I'm tired. goodbye.
& Mr Tan who relief-ed my class just now, yes I can right pretty well.
Only if I'm interested & have the mood too. Serious, this is rare. haha!
I'm done.
goodbye
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